today was a not bad day lah... sch was short den went town to meet jac... and met shauna and marian too! haha... marian is super funny lah... we had to wait arnd for jac and shauna to cut their hair... mogu cushions are super nice lah! i love going out with marian... always can bully her to carrying my bag for me! haha... anyway... after tt we went to ac den we suprised debbie at the busstop!! haha she was like super shocked... we got her siblings to help us cancel her worship prac oso and everything! haha... den we went holland village to eat and yah was really fun lah!! we tokked sooooooo much!! :) and im so full now can die man!! :) they really are my best frens the world!! haha... i think its like tho we are in diff schs we like just are able to talk really well... tho at first its like abit quiet but after a while its like neverending talking haha... and the place we ate was qt good too! the good was good and the ambience was great too!! hope u had a great birthday debs!!! oh and had a really funny discovery!!! daniels mum and my mum were apparently really close frens when they were in jc!! haha wad a coincidence man :p we are like wooooahhhhzzzzzz haha...


anyway. i guess im not a very good person to turn to when u need comfort and help and stuff but i really dun mean to be insensitive. i dont know how im supposed to help u when u dun tell me wads wrong and when i ask u den u scold me and get really pissed with me... i mean i know its a tough time for u and maybe u expect me to be able to read ur mind but i really cant... i know u have lots of other frens and they understand u better and stuff but i dunno u really mean alot to me and i want to help you... and i know u din want to go and do the thing today and i dunno maybe u were just in a bad mood lah but i think if u really din want to go u din need to force urself and like show a black face... and im not like angry or wad just i dunno lah... its like disappointed? i thot this friendship would last forever and tho i also get really upset and frustrated sometimes and like its hard for me too... but maybe cos i dun have as many good frens as u do so they matter more... haihz anyway... if u read this i hope u cheer up and i will always be there for u even if u think im just a clown to laugh at... u mean much more to me :) and i hope that you would hold on to the friendship but i guess if u really hate it so much den its no point pretending tt u care... and maybe i dun really dare saying it to ur face cos im scared u will get pissed with me again? yupps ok i said my peice haha and to other pple hu are confused its none of ur business!